yes,i fell inlove yesterday,i am inlove today and i will be inlove tomorrow xxx
thats how my heart wants to believe and to stay as long as it can ...
he came to be with me,last night for drink supposedly,but ended having dinner and being together far more than we thought
we would...
and how amazing was it???
made our feelings clear even if it was hard for him to express himself,,,
but he did not need to,because when i saw him last night and himtrying to explain his answer
to my question,i felt it was more than enough he was there xxxx
yes, i do love him xxx
how many girls like me have been in this situation??
i wont know ...
i have read and read a lot of guidelines before i got myself into it...
i thought i'd do ok,,,
i would know how to make myself be in control of my situation...
was i bloody wrong!!!!
so wrong,i not only fell inlove with my sugardaddy that i have a specific agreement with,
i broke every bloody rule in the book,last night!!!!!
first,sd's are sponsors it says,
they take us out for a good time and would take care of the sugarbabies financially
we cant have emotional feelings for them
we cant fall in love with them
we cant let them know where we live
we cant pester them
they have their own lives and so do we..
ok,ok
how stupid am i to think they are rock solid?!!
first i didnt know who my sd will be,
or how he was going to be with me...
how gorgeous he is!!??
sensitive,loving,accepting,understanding and always there???
wants to give me everything he has...
i mean everything to him...
i never knew...
how good he will be..
and i am happy i can say it to him now,openly.
i love him a lot now it actually hurts xxx
we had dinner by the river,how strange we crossed another bridge to get there and it startted raining
while we crossed the bridge,but stopped as soon as we got on the other side...
reminding me of our first date on that other bridge xxx
looking out the restaurant,the water him infrontt of me,lokking at me in that way ...wow
we cant get our hands off each other!!!!
walking to get to the bar next door,kissing,touching oblivious of people around us...
me whispering to him how much i love him,and him kissing and touching me harder...
that was it,then i didnt want him to go anywhere but with me xxx
he left last night,his sweat on my bed,his smell is there,sex was lingering in my room...
i was very happy xxx
i can see him laid there making love to me xxx
smiling at me hungrily taking me xxxx
i miss him even before he went out the door ...
yeah,we broke the rules of engagement of any sugardaddy/sugarbaby relationship ...
but it was worth every blade of grass,grain of sand,air we breath last night,stars in the sky
his moon smiling down at me,the sun,water rushing out to sea...
we broke the rules and we are still loving each other today...xxx and i would be very happy to do it again tomorrow xxx
